Monday, December 28, 2009
8o| Jessica `` C'est La Vie said (1:11 AM):
oh okays need bring anything?
[Aurora] kw™ says (1:11 AM):
*bring lots and lots of love
KuoweiSin FTW.
(:
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 1:15 AM :)
Sunday, December 27, 2009
you stare at the phone , he still hasn't call and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all. then,you flash back to when he said,
Forever and Always.
):
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 2:50 AM :)
Monday, December 21, 2009
Back from Taiwan dears. (:
Nope I didn't do too well for my finals.
Gonna suck it up. No rantings.
But if you care how I would feel,
don't ask?
It's hard when people with 90+ are whining how they could have done better,
people with 98 complaint why not 99.
Hard enough.
Henniways,
Taiwan was fun and yeah I went for 7days instead of 11. Not conshit lar. I was not informed okay. Like what I've been telling, yes it was friggin cold there. Cold and Dry. M'sia better. =/
and I spent TOO MUCH there. Literally too much.
blame the weather.lol
Bachelor of Arts.
I can hear the raindrops, slowly falling.
Then you came crushing in, again.
Stay tune.
x.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 4:46 PM :)
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I do a lot of thinking when I listen to this song.
silly ; unnecessary.
The worst part,
whatever that I'd be having in mind often contradicts with what I really really want.
Life.
JS' cover is not bad but I lovelovelove Tamia's original version.
Officially Missing You -
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do,
hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I'm officially..
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I'm officially missing you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
I wanna be selfish but,
She still matters a lot to you doesn't she?
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 3:41 PM :)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
maybe, we're just trying too hard.
6/12/2009 8.02-8.13 am
Wish I could ask for more but,
the ten minutes,
was already the bonus part.
I don't think I would forgive myself if I woke up any minute later.
Thanks for the good morning.
Thanks for giving me the determination.
Thanks for appreciating.
Now you know how much I can do for you?
yes, I want you to know that. (:
And with that,
I'm back to coughing, sneezing and killing trees.
Have a nice week ahead, readers.
xx.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 8:22 AM :)
He said I was scary that I could read his mind so well.
She said I was gifted that I could put her thoughts into words with precision.
I say,
I'm just seeing another bigger, clearer picture than what you're looking at.
and You're in it.
(:
There are just times that, smiling gets tiring.
If you step back , take a deep breathe, and you think that you can still fake the smile.Congratulations. Your level of tolerance has gone another level higher.
And,Welcome to life.
We actually are all seeing the same thing. Just that, when you're in it, you won't notice the little little things that you do, little little things that you've mentioned, the minute details that you cared for, the way you look when you're speaking of that particular person, the way you defend for him/her without yourself knowing.
These are what make me know a little bit more of you than yourself.
I don't stalk you, I just pay attention to all these.
And,
It's the way I try to know you, better.
Trust me, it's not hard.
Btw,
Hey ,you could pretend that you disregard whatever I've said. It's just the superego in you. But it was written all over your face, all I've mentioned was true. Again, you are not seeing what I am. I don't mind if you disagree, but don't make yourself regret alright? (:
It's still there. Look Closer.
xx.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 2:24 AM :)
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Hello sayangs.=)
was looking back at my previous blog posts.
I realized the way I write changed.
I WAS DEFINITELY MORE CHEERFUL BACK THEN. (:
But no worries. I'm all good.
Yes I-ting, don't give me that look. I'm fine.(:
3rd of December was embarrassing yet memorable.
Thanks for the night tard. Now you know why I've been withdrawing.(:
Sometimes, it takes a lot to love a person and choose to be with that person ... you'd have to always look at the bigger picture. Then start worrying about whatnot's. How you wish the fear and hesitation in you could subside.
Sometimes, it takes a whole lot more to love that person and decide that he is someone you should live without for he is better without you.
Then again, Can you let go?
Are you that positive that, it's not worth trying at all?
Maybe, he/she is the only one that makes you go through all this hesitation and longings.
Maybe, he/she is the only one that can make you feel this way.
He/she could be the only one that's worth the pain.
At times, all you have is just this much,only sufficient for you to love that person and to be with that person.
The whole lot more ? The maybe-I-should-give-up part?
Leave it, for once.
(:
xx.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 9:24 PM :)
